Saturday, September 20, 2014

take 2

This is my second attempt at blogging. A more real me, no pressure attempt.
I’ve really missed blogging over the past 2 or 3 years. I missed reading other blogs, engaging with other bloggers. But I let a few mean anonymous comments get into my head and convince me to stop. But I’m kind of glad I stopped for a while because I realize now I wasn’t blogging for me. I was trying so hard to be someone I wasn’t, trying to just get as many followers as I could. All I did was copy ideas from other bloggers and just put so much unnecessary pressure on myself to portray myself in a certain way, in which I thought would make people like me and my blog. This was completely dumb, and I go back and read my previous blog and just shake my head in embarrassment.
Well! Here I am now! It’s 2014. I’m laying in bed, just updated to iOS 8, and getting ready to watch the Mindy Project while I text my boyfriend. Tomorrow I will get up at 6:20 AM to go to my 8-5 job. My life is not glamorous and I will not pretend it is.